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To fix or not to fix?

There are certain things I keep playing over and over in my head and I can’t decide whether it makes me a terrible human or a masochist.  Maybe both.  Some of it is my mess, some of it is other people’s mess… actually, the reality is that it’s just one big, giant mess.  And the more I sit here and think about it, the more I realize that I don’t actually have a problem with the mess itself.  My problem is that I can’t control it.  I can’t fix it.   Continue reading → To fix or not to fix?

Fighting From Darkness

As my life fell apart piece by piece over the last few weeks, I felt “me” slowly slipping into oblivion.  I started losing who I was and not just losing, but completely forgetting who I was altogether as if she never existed.  I found myself doing and thinking things that the real me never would have.  For the sake of me and my family, I needed to remember her.  I needed to find her… Continue reading → Fighting From Darkness